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Life has been crazy busy and I'm failing. I just want to sleep and make everything go away. I don't want to fight with S anymore, I don't want to cry anymore, but I can't let go, I can't walk away....

Fuck you and your blue eyes. Fuck you and your smile. Fuck you and your touch. Fuck you and the butterflies you give me. Fuck you for hurting me. Now make it stop and come back to me