Tuesday, May 31, 2011


I am in love with NCIS. This will not surprise many of you but I am seriously in love with this show. No matter how many time I see an episode I still laugh at all the funny jokes and one liners.

Big D little i Big N little ozzo. dinozzo. funny man. never really know what he is going to do or say. serial dater. pretty much my B.

Magee- the smart one. and the one thats picked on. basically M.

Ziva- the female enforcer. feel like thats my role. everyone hides behind the tall kid. I guess i could kick some serious ass if i need too.

Gibbs- the adult. acts like a kid at time dropping some good one liners. knows everything... JT (there is no fooling this girl)

Abbie- analitical mind. caffine addiction. talk a mile a minute if you get her going. K for sure.

away from ncis, Im introducing CC to my aunt and uncle next week and they are excited and I am excited but i dont think she is. she wants to impress them but all they care about is if she makes me happy and she does that just by texting me in the morning. In case you couldnt tell blogging world, I am in LOVE with this crazy beautiful girl with the terrifying father. Litterally.


Tuesday, May 24, 2011

my tell all... part two

So Ive got shit to add.

S- SCREW YOU!! you only want me when you cant have me because it is a fucking game to you. well im  done playing your game. no more head games no more waiting for you to figure your shit out no more just being the girl you shit on. Im not doing it. Its not fair. And on top of that you undermined my relationship and force me to be something Im not. It doesnt matter what card you play now becuase either way I hold the trump card and she is amazing! You wanna be friends sure but its on my time not yours and it isnt like it was before. No cuddling, No kisses, No late night talks. None of it. I am happy and I am happy with out you making me cry.

BD- I get it. I understand where you are coming from and where your girl is coming from. And I respect it. I dont like it but I respect it and now that I have experienced it I have a greater respect for it, you, and her.

MB- get your shit together girl. no judgement i swear but really come on. stop telling me how hard it is and accept the consequences of your actions. you have a handful of people that love you and A and you have used and abused them to the point of exhaustion. half of us are only sticking around for A and the other half are only there becuase they half too. Do me a favor? Stop lying to me. I told you i would help you but that means you have to tell me the truth. If you want someone to talk to just say so dont tell me A is sick get me paniced just to find out that she is just a baby with a cold. And stop trashing my girlfriend, propositioning her, or trying to kiss her when Im out of sight. first of all she is suppose to be your best friend, so treat her that way. you have done nothing but treat her like shit and I am not okay with that. And just becuase she tells you how it is doesnt mean you need to jump down her throat. also, next time you right her a love letter you better make sure that im not standing in the room with her. oh! annnnddddddd you fucked up. you cheated. you got pregnant. you were with her and that boy at the same time. your loss stop hating on her becuase she is with me. Point two, next time you want to make advances on my girl you better make sure that she wont tell me. how dare you disrespect my relationship with her and disrespect me and more importantly disrespectt her. And lastly, DO NOT ask my girlfriend if she wants to have a secret relationship with you behind my back EVER again. kapeach? I have lost all respect for you and the only reason i want to be included in your life is for that little girl becuase she doesnt deserve to have people bailing on her. you on the other hand, people always leave right?

and to add some funny things....

(304):  He just told me that he goes squirrel hunting. NO LONGER BANGABLE.

(845):  Count me out. I seem to have semen induced blindness in one eye.

(708):  Welp. I just hopped out of his window to avoid meeting his parents... happy monday!

(770): Just went outside to gather hail to use to make margaritas since we ran out of ice. That's God's way of helping us out.

(413): im probably shirtless right now with a bottle of jack watching horton hears a who. this is a judgement free zone.

My tell all....

So this has been long time coming and has been saved as a draft for sometime. Before graduating and finishing classes, I was really in a not hold back my feelings type of mood, and some of the things I had to say just didnt fit witht he image I had to portray, but seeing as thats all gone and I have offically passed on my roles at the path I can now publish this and just laugh with my friends about it all...

*names have been changed and motified... for laughters sake just enjoy it.

where to start....hmmm... i guess we will start with the little ones. Stop walking around like you own this place cause let me tell you as an old lady you dont. You dont get to bitch about how much work you have to do when youre only taking 5 intro classes and arent working or doing anything else with your day, nor do you get to say that your teachers need to not put exams on the same day. welcome to the real world this isnt high school and for 30 grand a year it is suppose to be hard. Also, stop wishing it away cause guess what it goes fast and it will end in may and three weeks later you will all be posting that you wish you were back here so just enjoy it.

my next thing is deadlines. I set them for a reason and just because everyone knows your name doesnt mean you dont have to follow them. Oh and not everyone says your name in a positive way and you have burnt so many bridges at this place that you should probably just keep your mouth shut and just exist without trying to mess everything up for people who actually work hard. I mean were you really just going to do something so that people were just getting it? who gives a fuck if she is going to be doing a good job at it. and who was going to vote for you? Do you honestly think you have more friends this year then you did last year when you got your ass handed to you? really lets get real. Grow up, be a big kid, and mature.

oh, please just pick one boy. I cant keep track of which ones i hung out with played games with or just met via web cam. Please just pick one... and that goes for you too. pick one! and be happy! sheesh. Also, where do you get off (if you still read this you will know) giving her my blog link. Like seriously. If i wanted her to have it i would have given it to here myself. Its not that I care I just wish that you fucking told me or asked me first so that way when i did talk to them i wouldnt be totally blindsided. So i guess thanks for that but your lucky im not royally pissed off. And to her, sheesh is about all i have to say and even i dont know what that means.

This one I will totally just call out... TB. What the hell! I have been the butt of the joke for a lot of people but I thought that just maybe you might be different. guess not. oh and i owe the girl you were cheating on me with or is it me you were cheating on her with, im not sure but seriously i owe her an apology, not for being whatever i was but she tried to tell me and i believed you. that was dumb. p.s. you looked good a prom, how'd it feel walking in with a sixteen year old? awesome right. bet you'll go to more proms then years of high school, but whatever some people roll, like that.

And to bay path... stop letting us roll with excuse "oh bay path". Sometime we expect nothing less from you then let down or disappointment, whether its in food or and event, or anything. after four years the most common phrase we heard and said was its bay path. thats sad. Students ask for thing and we get told no. We give suggestions on how to fix things and we get we will work on it and does it happen rarely.

lifers.... GO HOME!!! you dont go here!!!!!!!! k thanks?

So thats my rant and rave.... hope you enjoyed it.


Friday, May 20, 2011

im back

HOKEY! so Im back, and I promise to be a more faithful blogger.

Cliffnotes version
  • ditch S
  • ask CC out
  • spend two weeks with her
  • fall head over heals
  • boston trip with the seniors
  • grad rehersal on thursday
  • strawberries and champaign
  • beach day with b, kb, jt, l, and c
  • saturday in vermonT
  • sunday= GRADUATION!
I have so much to write about its not even funny and I have no idea where to start. Senior week was a blast!! Boston was great and I had a lot of fun rounding up the drunkards. L and I had enough fun watching everyone dance around. Strawberries and champaign was fun and then all the senior ra's went to peters for the night. It was a lot of fun. JT, L, and I had some much needed bonding time and i realized how much i missed just sitting around playing games with them. CC and I had a blast spending tons of time together. P.s. I asked her out when we were on speaker with her friends and I told her best friend's boyfriend that our girlfriends were weird. It totally took her by surprise and after we hung up i really asked her but i made her wait to say yes so that we didnt have the same anniversery as me and a previous ex had. And so far everything has worked out great and I dont plan on letting her get away thats for sure.

Graduation was soooo long but i did it. graduated on time with my diploma. yay me!!! Kinda made me realize that life is moving past bay path and as much as it seems like only my friends are moving on to different things, I have realized thats me too. moving on moving up in the world, and im plan on taking CC with me. :D <3

Friday, May 6, 2011

she said yes, i said wow, she said when i said how about right now....

She said yes