I'd like to say I was lost in the moment, if there was actually a moment. But today there was no moment, no moment of aha, no moment of happiness. The past 48 hours I have been really anxious and I dont know why. I wish I knew why, but at the moment I just want to cry and I cuddle or just feel something other than this stupid anxiety. For some reason no matter what I do I cant shake this feeling. I cant shake this feeling that I messed everything up.